i have a problem with gambling
I Have a Problem with Gambling: A ConfessionalThe truth is, I have a problem. A big problem. Gambling. Its not something I like to admit, not something I want to talk about. But the truth is, it controls me. The thrill of the win, the dopamine rush, its like a drug. I chase that feeling, that elation, that sense of power. It doesnt matter if Im winning or losing, I just need to keep playing, keep chasing.But the reality is cruel. The losses pile up. The bills start to mount. The promises I make to myself, to my loved ones, they crumble. I feel ashamed, guilty, empty. I know I need to stop, but its like an invisible force holding me captive. I cant escape the pull, the urge to gamble. Im trapped in a cycle of addiction, and I dont know how to break free.Maybe, just maybe, talking about it, acknowledging the problem is the first step. The journey to recovery wont be easy, but I have to try. I need to fight for myself, for my future, for the people I love. This is my confession, my plea for help. I hope one day I can say, I have overcome my problem with gambling. But for now, I just have to take it one day at a time.